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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

home home where i wanted to go v 1.0

Amber.  I paint her a whole lot, so I don't have to tell you she's a cute, cuddly, curvy bunny girl. ^^

amber, plump, voluptuous, girl, nude, bunny

This is a different version that the one posted across VCL, FA, and Pixiv.  Finally posted it here, because I finally managed to connect to the FTP server -- although it appears to be a miscommunication from my ISP side.

Originally a quick Friday sketch from about two weeks ago.  Decided to clean it up over the weekend, seeing Kitty was feeling sick, TT and making little progress with either work, or his trade picture.

Originally, I was gonna post a fully clothed version of Amber, and that's it -- she was gonna wear a sera fuku, and stand in front of a Shinto temple bell.  But Kitty decided in his angelic mercy, to just show you this version. *^^*  Plus, Kitty lazy. <<;

In random news, Kitty... feeling so-so.  Didn't have to take painkillers last night, however.  I think that's good...

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Monday, October 27, 2008

close the blinds and shut the door

So my kitten had been sick, last week. TT  Of course, it made Kitty wish he were over there to make my kitten feel better...

kitty, amaru, sketch, cat, bear, boy, tame

I posted on FA that Kitty gonna start asking pplz not to get all sick when Kitty himself is not feeling too well... <<;  Kitty is the one who needs all the care, and luffings and stuffs, lately. >>;  Plus, how can Kitty care for his favorite people, if Kitty all sick? TT

Kitty sorry to be bringing icky details on his personal life on his website, mew. TT  However, Kitty also know a few people worry, and it's probably a good idea to keep everyone informed, just in case, mew.

So... yeah... ulcer gone, or mostly gone... not bothering Kitty much, which is good.  The bad news is that Kitty think that the treatment was overkill. Oo  Liver... mew... feeling resentful and stuffs, with all the meds and stuffs. TT

And... it gets worse, of course. <<;  Seems Kitty has now developed a kidney problem -- yay. >>;  It might be a kidney stone... TT not sure yet...

Kitty has been to doctors to look for patches, mew.  A cortisone shot, if you will -- a boost, a quick fix to keep Kitty running.  Unfortunately... well... that has consequences.  Kitty simply NOT taking care of himself.  That's the underlying problem, mew...

I believed this whole icky series of events was a wake up call.  Now, I believe it was a desperate cry from Kitty's body to simply stop being so mean to himself.  And it's interesting, you know... how it takes a bit of a minor crisis, for Kitty to consider implementing lifestyle changes...

tl;dr, take care of yourself.  SRSLY.  In my case, I will make those changes I've been wanting to avoid for years.  Partly... that's why I'm shying away from "plump" and "chubby"...  Mew, that serious...  It does appear that there is no such thing as "healthy" fat.  Mew... take it from me... ulcers, stomach problems, kidney problems, liver and pancreas problems, back pain...

Kitty will live.  Kitty will take care of himself, from now on... Kitty no want to go through this ickyness ever again...

Kitty will miss a lot of things, though. TT  And strangely... the thought of such things now is a bit nauseating. oO  Funny how we're bound by our bodies like that...

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(how i) wish you were here v 2

Amber.  This picture was painted almost a year ago, finally made it to my site, with a few corrections.

amber, nude, curvy, kemono, bunny, girl

This is around the time I decided Amber should be a bit less "plump."  Actually... ever since then, most of my furry girls have become at least a bit less plump. ^^;  I try to keep them curvy, though -- kemono girls should always be curvy. ^^

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Monday, October 20, 2008

emotions come i don't know why

A quick drawing Kitty posted last night, at the SecretMoon Oekaki board.

shota, nude, boy, cat, halloween

Not much else to say, really. ^^;

Will be adding some code upgrades, features, and stuffs to the site, bit by bit -- when I find some free time.

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

all the world is babylon

Mew... a sketch of Cayenne I'm currently working on... unfortunately, it will most likely be delayed like most of my arts.

sketch, Cayenne, mouse, nude, girl

As for Kitty... Kitty not well... reason for delay, mew. TT

Kitty being all whiney and stuff behind this link.
Ok.

So Kitty underwent treatment for his ulcer.  Antibiotics, yay.  The problem with the treatment is that Kitty's liver didn't like it.<<;  Also, it seems to have decimated his "good" bacteria, which has been a SRS problem for Kitty in the past... >>;

Kitty can't get a break, apparently. ><

So... Kitty think the ulcer well in process of healing, but his stomach cramps have returned.  They're strong, mew TT, just not OMG terrible as usual, which is what worries me... Oo  If they were, I could just take valium, and be done with it... as it is... I'm not sure whether such strong medicine is called for or not. oO

Also... well... for about a week, Kitty was actually feeling fine!  Responding nicely to treatment, no pain, no discomfort, mew.  It suddenly started again last Thursday... it should peak today and be on the way out tomorrow.  I hope...

Thus you have an achy, whiney Kitty... more quick tempered than usual, and pretty much unable to work.  It's good that all Kitty has scheduled for today is just a meeting to pick up some money he is owed, and an advance on a new project he's getting involved.  I think that on the way back home, I will get a refill on those pills... TT Kitty feel he has no choice, really.

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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

a glimpse of summer's heatwaves in your eyes v 1.0 a

Yay, more of everyone's favorite little debu kemo shota polar bear. ^^

(Warning: nude polar bear boy yumminess) ^^

kitty maverick, polar bear boy, chubby, nude

Two more versions will be uploaded, one to FA, one to CC.

In other news, Kitty annoyed that no one (and I mean NO ONE) commented on the background of my last Blossom picture. >>;  That waterfall was fully rendered by Kitty, it's not a filtered photograph, mew. <<;  Thanks for noticing. ><

On a related note, the bg for this picture of Kitty was also (hastily) ^^; painted by Kitty.  The forest and the rocks and stuffs are all Kitty's, but Kitty confess that he traced Fuji-san... ^^; but the trace was from a picture that Kitty himself took, back in Fuji-yoshida.  So... it's all good. ^^  100% original Japanese inspired Kitty yumminess for ze perverts fans. ^^

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Sunday, October 5, 2008

put another dime in the jukebox baby

The oC session with PK and Amy is live, on FA!  Need to have the mature filters turned off, though.

sketch, fawn, loli, cat, girl

Regarding my "Maverick" McCain avatar: Some furries found it objectionable, (go fig...) but the point remains that OMFG Y DO THEY INSIST ON BEING MAVERICKS? >>;;;  Even the hopelessly un-funny SNL pplz noticed this much. <<;

This Maverick very displeased. >>;  Kitty need ice cream. <<;

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

if the sky can crack v 1.0

Thyme, space kitten.

Thyme, cat, girl

First of the "level two" artworks.  Again, you may not "see it," but it's there.

Kitty starting to feel less ashamed of his work. ^^

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Saturday, September 13, 2008

of course you're not shy

I decided to name my poké-kids.  There's Zoe, the syeimi, of course.  Then Brenda, the vulpix, Corey, the eevee.  And Ian.


Fair chubby poké-shota warning. ^^

This is the last picture that I sketched as a "level one" picture.  Kitty has decided to take himself a bit more seriously as an artist, and is pushing to achieve the next level -- level two. ^^

To start things up, a picture of Thyme, 2.0 -- she was a kitty, but she'll end up being a tiger. ^^


I'm not sure if you can see it, but believe Kitty when he says it's there. ^^

Kitty will try to work on this picture today, but he has stuffs to do, a cake to bake, and lunch with a friend, so... mew.  But Kitty will try. ^^

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Thursday, September 4, 2008

summer breeze v 1.5

Amber, bunny girl, age... well, very young. ^^

Amber, bunny, girl, baby, plump, dress

Amber, bunny, girl, baby, plump, nude

Amber, in a happy cute summer picture.  The original version was posted on FA months ago.  This is a slightly corrected version -- along with the nude version, previously only available at Cub Central.

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

caramelos de miel entre tus manos v 1.0

Saffron, fox girl.  A picture I once posted here, and somehow, I can't seem to find it, now. oO  Oh, well.

Saffron, fox, girl, plump, nude

I've realized that I paint Saffron a lot, despite the fact that I've never been that fond of foxes. Oo

But she seems to be a crowd favorite, so as long as people keep asking to see her, I'll keep on painting her. ^^

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talk too fast and walk too slow v 1.0

Cylara, a Neopets character.

Cylara, neopets, cybunny, nude
Needless to say, Cylara is one of my favorite Neopets characters. ^^

All Neopets characters, and related indicia, © 2008 Neopets.com.

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kyrie eleison down the road that i must travel v 1.2

Dana, raccoon girl.

I think. oO

Dana, raccoon, girl, nude, hyper breasts

In all honesty, not my best picture.  In all honesty, one of my non-best. >>;  And strangely, one of my most popular ones. Oo

OK, fine, so it's not strange at all. ^^;

This picture was done shortly after my also fairly popular eevee picture.  I suppose I wanted to counter the effects a little bit. ^^

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Monday, September 1, 2008

there's a power deep inside you v.1.5

Cayenne, age 4.  Picture made earlier this year, to celebrate the Chinese new year, "Year of the Mouse."  Slightly corrected, and in several versions, of different rating. ^^

cayenne, mouse, girl, loli, chinese dress

cayenne, mouse, girl, loli, panty cayenne, mouse, girl, loli, no panties cayenne, mouse, girl, loli, nude

Original "Year of the Earth Mouse" outfit, followed by "panties only," "dress with no panties," and "nude" versions.

I just realized this is the first picture of Cayenne that I upload to my site.  So, mew, here's a little background for her.

Cayenne was born in Hong Kong, and is roughly Dhruva Maverick's age.  She has been trained since birth, to seek out (and destroy) the four Celestial Weapons, which would bring about the end of creation, should they fall into the wrong hands.

For this purpose, she given the "Pacific Pearl" spear -- one of the Celestial Weapons. >>;

In 1979, she travels to Mathura, Alaska, to destroy one of the weapons, the "Polaris Gladius."  By sheer coincidence, the same weapon that a mysterious environmental warrior, Aurora Star, uses to fight evil.

Years after her mission is over, her clan learns that she never destroyed her own Celestial Weapon, and so, she escapes to Portland... ^^;

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

that's all they really want

THIS POST CENSORED BY THE GOVERNMENT OF THE PEOPLE'S REPUBLIC OF CHINA

tl;dr, a cybunny named Lucie, covered in goo. ^^

cybunny, Lucie, plump, nude, adult, spooge

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Thursday, July 31, 2008

I can almost see it hiding

Rose, koala girl, voluptuous, plump, nude

Rose.  A picture made in celebration of the Large Hadron Collider.  Heavily inspired by the song "Out there (Fifth dimension)," by Masters and Nickson, featuring Justine Suissa.

My most interesting attempt at hair, so far. ^^;  But I'm happy with the way the colors turned out.

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all in your innerspace

Fawn, cat girl, voluptuous, plump, nude

Fawn, probably my favorite picture of her, and a crowd favorite, in both sides of the Pacific. ^^  Title from a song by Underworld.

Funny how I never actually posted the finished version of this picture, on my site.  Verily, I had neglected to update my site for too long.

(I just wanted to use "verily" on a sentence) ^^;

Ooh!  Before I forget... there's this online comic (yeah, Kitty know...) that is a parody of superhero comics, (again...) but in one of the episodes: a few of the heroes are paying their last tribute to Captain America, and amongst them, is Thor, who keeps saying "verily," until the last panel, when someone tells him to stop saying "verily," and I just thought it was funny. ^^

If anyone has seen that comic, let Kitty know, kthx.

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just look into your heart my friend

Let's start uploading some (not really that) old favorites. ^^


Maverick.  Age unknown. oO  Title from "Return to innocence," by Enigma.

Picture is around two months old, click preview for larger version.

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

i want you to know it's a little

So the link on the main page that says "Journal Labels," is a link to the journal labels page. ^^  Since my hosted Blogger journal comes without a "labels" widget, I had to write a little PHP script to collect all my journal labels.  Hopefully, it'll make it easier to the kind of porn that you all are looking for, with just a couple of clicks. ^^

The label system enabled and functional, it's time to start uploading all those pictures.  Of course, they will be labeled appropriately, so that they can be easily accessed through the "Labels" page.  The germans call it "vorsprung durch Technik," which roughly translates to "Kitty finally got off his adorably cute lazy little tail and wrote that script," in the beautiful and evil german language. oO

Moar chibis.  The background for this one took me a good couple of hours this morning. Oo

amber, chibi, nude

I'll make a note to go easier on the "cutesy-ness," next time.  "Cute" != "cutesy."  But you knew that, already.

Edit, 10:56 am: So I'm enabling some 301-code redirects from my old site, and pointing those pages here.  And I decided to check my old site stats one last time.

The stats have... changed. oO  The couple of things that have remained constant about my visitors (at least, according to Quantcast) is that they are: 1, male, 2, mostly teenagers, (Hi, teens!) ^^ 3, heavily japanese, and 4, without kids.

But I always took pride in that we had a higher-than-average % of visits from people who made 100k or more a year.  And people with graduate degrees. oO

Now, however, Quantcast tells me that my visitors tend to be poor and uneducated... >>;;;

<<;

Get an edumakashun and a job, pplz. >>;  No ruining my stats kthxbai.

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

and i don't need to see any more

I've been looking at some of my old pictures, and I've come to the conclusion that I had been right all along:

I sucked at this art thing. <<;

So yesterday afternoon, I decided to sketch a 10 min colored sketch to prove to myself that, in 10 minutes, I can now crank out something way better that the stuff I had been cranking just a couple of years ago.

In all honesty, though, this was interrupted by the following:

- 6 people offline
- 5 people online
- a hamburger combo at a restaurant 5 blocks away
- the "Quentin Tarantino" episode of CSI
- natural Kitty curiosity regarding: The lyrics of "Eye in the sky," by the Alan Parsons Project, and Sen. Joseph McCarthy.
- the usual string of death threats a Kitty has to send, to get stuff done.

After 30 minutes total work:


Also, I'm adding "Eye in the sky" to my list of "Songs that scare Kitty." Oo

Also also, I didn't know Jack Kennedy was a friend of Joe McCarthy. oO

Also also also, I'm not kidding about the uploading of pictures to the journal... but I'm going to be a lot choosier about the uploads.

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

so many adventures could happen today v.1.0 lite


Pepper, in her young + anthro form.  She's not normally seen in this form.  She should, but she isn't. ^^

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Monday, June 30, 2008

be my mirror my sword and shield

I love the new song from Coldplay!  The new sound fits them quite nicely.  I had been kind of worried after listening to "Violet Hill," which kinda sucks, but "Viva la vida" is just... wow.  Excellent song, it totally inspired me to paint this picture of my cute little syeimi girl, Zoe.

syeimi, shaymin, pokemon, girl, digglet

syeimi, shaymin, pokemon, girl, nude

Kitty finally decided to bury that digglet. ^^

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Saturday, May 3, 2008

hey elan

Tired... busy... tired... busy...

eevee, boy, nude, shota

nude boy eevee just in case you missed it... new art sometime soon...

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Saturday, April 5, 2008

can't remember my name


Ginger.  Who apparently, has lost a bit of weight. ^^;

Posted last night on FA, corrected twice -- first version at my VCL page, second version at my Pixiv page.  Barring any other whim, I'd say this is the final version of this picture.  What's with me and soft colors, lately?

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Saturday, March 29, 2008

my mind was aching v 2.0

This one was about the 4.4 magnitude quake that woke me up at 1:42 am. <<;


I don't feel like making one about the 5.4 magnitude quake that followed at 7:52 am -- which also woke me up. >>;

Sheesh, what did we do now, Jesus?  As if.  We're not the ones opressing Tibet.  We're not the ones voting for Hillary... ><

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Monday, March 24, 2008

you wait and see when the smoke clears

I keep telling you to bookmark this site, just in case FA ever goes down, and you need a curvy bunny fix.


Well, aren't you glad you did? ^^

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Monday, February 4, 2008

the jasmine in my mind

Decided to upload the nude version of my chibi Amber picture.  As usual, my excuse is that it's a sin to paint pictures of naked kawaii debu kemono loli, and not post them. ^^

Also, a preview of a picture -- I'm kinda slowing down on this one, to make a quick sketch for someone who asked for a hug. ^^


Also, a BIG hug and kiss to thank a very special blue kitty, for the very lovely picture he made for Kitty. *^^*  I hope to be able to show it to everyone, soon. ^^

More later.

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Sunday, February 3, 2008

who plays what he wants to play

For those curious enough to click. ^^

click for larger version

If anyone has been wondering about the nude version of my chubby bunny loli picture: YES, there is one, and NO it's not online.  So you know. ^^

Now, if you'll excuse me, I need to go back to ze arts, and try to finish a picture before the end of the day.  Feel free to look around, comment, touch yourself, etc. ^^

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