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Saturday, December 20, 2008

and coyness can stop you v.1.0a

Ok.  Yes, there's art -- Kitty art, no less. ^^  But first.

A collection of trades + gifts that Kitty has made, so far.  A couple of pictures are missing, I will post them shortly.

Ok, now ze art.

bear, boy, nude, Kitty Maverick, young

Kitty, being cute, adorable, and not exactly sure how old. oO  All in all, one of my favorite pictures of Kitty, so far. *^^*

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Friday, December 12, 2008

don't know if i need you but

A cleaned oC sketch of Kitty.

kitty polar bear boy shota nude chubby

I get the impression sometimes, that Kitty may not be everyone's favorite subject, like, say, "Tails," or "Raichu." >>;  Regardless, I will keep posting pictures of my cute little self, so there.

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

but i'm so glad to be here v 1.0

Mew... this picture has been in the works... for about a year. oO

raichu pokemon plump chubby kemono girl nude

On and off, of course. ^^;

Will be posted on FA in due time -- I need to post certain trade, first. ^^  I'll explain when this gets posted over there, hopefully, within a couple of days.

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

i will get by

A preview of a sketch I'm cleaning up -- this was sketched in an oC with Amy, last week.

sketch, bear, kitty, nude, boy, chubby




Well, Kitty make this quick.

Ok, I lied, Kitty try to make this quick. ^^;

So one of the underlying themes in this journal, as of late, is Kitty's health -- slowly/surely getting back on track, btw.  And how, because of the alert that was sounded, a new leaner, meaner, healthier Kitty is in the works.  Which is good, I suppose.

Perhaps... the biggest reason Kitty would've never considered lifestyle changes is because Kitty don't wanna admit he's growing... old. >>;  As long as I can live life to the fullest, as long as I don't slow down, I'm still young, or so Kitty reasoned, more or less.

But you see... (and again, Kitty will never admit to being old, anyway) << it's not a matter of "growing old," but becoming aware of the simple truth that I am bound to the limitations of this physical body, and the laws of physics, chemistry, and quantum mechanics of this cursed, evil dimension what was my point again? Oo

The easiest way to put it is this:

My physical body needs maintenance, like any other machine does.  It may be very hard for someone to believe but Kitty just recently figured this out.  "As long as I can live life..." etc.

Continuous care of my physical body will ensure proper functioning, more enjoyment, and (I don't care about # of years but) quality and fun of my time on earth.

I know, I know... I hate how hokey, new-agey, middle-agey this sounds. >>;  I can imagine the 15 year old me would kick the... 29+ year old me, and kick him, until the 29+ year old me kindly, sweetly, violently explained to the younger me, that this is for the best for both of us, and he should shut the hell up, *pimp smack* and stop being such a newbie, and raise more hell while he's still young.

But it makes logical sense, you know.  Kitty a crazy, wild Kitty, but Kitty can't argue with logic.  Kitty take good care of his machines, for example.  His car (when he had one) and his PC.  This ensures optimal working conditions, and a longer lifespan.  Kitty proud of his ability to care for machinery, actually...

So... why neglect the lovely, adorable, rapeable machine that is Kitty himself? ^^

And I do admit Kitty in a bit of denial about becoming old. ^^;>>;  Can't blame Kitty, really.  Anyone over 21 is old to Kitty. ^^  But that's allright, that's ok.  Old pplz can be cool... so maybe Kitty can be cool too... I mean, when he get old, in, say, 50 years.  If he lives that long, of course, hahahah.

Coincidentally, did you know MTv put its entire video archive online?  I know, wild!  So Kitty just learned that too, and headed there this morning, and the first video he wanted to see -- and again, coincidentally, it's in the front page, somewhere -- was "Touch of gray," by The Grateful Dead.

Kitty not gonna wear any gray, mind you. >>;  But the point gets across, and for that, Kitty thank Jerry Garcia, wherever he is. ^^

Anyway, Kitty just took some antibiotics without having breakfast, oO so he needs to go out and get something to eat.  It'll be something healthy, of course. ^^

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Monday, October 27, 2008

close the blinds and shut the door

So my kitten had been sick, last week. TT  Of course, it made Kitty wish he were over there to make my kitten feel better...

kitty, amaru, sketch, cat, bear, boy, tame

I posted on FA that Kitty gonna start asking pplz not to get all sick when Kitty himself is not feeling too well... <<;  Kitty is the one who needs all the care, and luffings and stuffs, lately. >>;  Plus, how can Kitty care for his favorite people, if Kitty all sick? TT

Kitty sorry to be bringing icky details on his personal life on his website, mew. TT  However, Kitty also know a few people worry, and it's probably a good idea to keep everyone informed, just in case, mew.

So... yeah... ulcer gone, or mostly gone... not bothering Kitty much, which is good.  The bad news is that Kitty think that the treatment was overkill. Oo  Liver... mew... feeling resentful and stuffs, with all the meds and stuffs. TT

And... it gets worse, of course. <<;  Seems Kitty has now developed a kidney problem -- yay. >>;  It might be a kidney stone... TT not sure yet...

Kitty has been to doctors to look for patches, mew.  A cortisone shot, if you will -- a boost, a quick fix to keep Kitty running.  Unfortunately... well... that has consequences.  Kitty simply NOT taking care of himself.  That's the underlying problem, mew...

I believed this whole icky series of events was a wake up call.  Now, I believe it was a desperate cry from Kitty's body to simply stop being so mean to himself.  And it's interesting, you know... how it takes a bit of a minor crisis, for Kitty to consider implementing lifestyle changes...

tl;dr, take care of yourself.  SRSLY.  In my case, I will make those changes I've been wanting to avoid for years.  Partly... that's why I'm shying away from "plump" and "chubby"...  Mew, that serious...  It does appear that there is no such thing as "healthy" fat.  Mew... take it from me... ulcers, stomach problems, kidney problems, liver and pancreas problems, back pain...

Kitty will live.  Kitty will take care of himself, from now on... Kitty no want to go through this ickyness ever again...

Kitty will miss a lot of things, though. TT  And strangely... the thought of such things now is a bit nauseating. oO  Funny how we're bound by our bodies like that...

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

keep smiling keep shining

Mew... a little something I made for someone I just met on FA.

kitty, maverick, chubby, polar bear, boy

He wasn't feeling so well, and since he was asking for pudgy guys, well. ^^

Also sketched Amber, this morning, on an oC with Amy... she might post it on FA, I'll post the link, later.  She returned from London with a cold...

Well... that kinda distracted Kitty from his own health problems. ^^  As it is... tummy aching (probably from the assault from last week's meds) compounded by back aches, which are a kind, gentle reminder that Kitty is just fat. >>;  Yay discovery. <<;  Appropriate for an Oct. 12th, no? ^^;

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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

a glimpse of summer's heatwaves in your eyes v 1.0 a

Yay, more of everyone's favorite little debu kemo shota polar bear. ^^

(Warning: nude polar bear boy yumminess) ^^

kitty maverick, polar bear boy, chubby, nude

Two more versions will be uploaded, one to FA, one to CC.

In other news, Kitty annoyed that no one (and I mean NO ONE) commented on the background of my last Blossom picture. >>;  That waterfall was fully rendered by Kitty, it's not a filtered photograph, mew. <<;  Thanks for noticing. ><

On a related note, the bg for this picture of Kitty was also (hastily) ^^; painted by Kitty.  The forest and the rocks and stuffs are all Kitty's, but Kitty confess that he traced Fuji-san... ^^; but the trace was from a picture that Kitty himself took, back in Fuji-yoshida.  So... it's all good. ^^  100% original Japanese inspired Kitty yumminess for ze perverts fans. ^^

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Saturday, September 13, 2008

of course you're not shy

I decided to name my poké-kids.  There's Zoe, the syeimi, of course.  Then Brenda, the vulpix, Corey, the eevee.  And Ian.


Fair chubby poké-shota warning. ^^

This is the last picture that I sketched as a "level one" picture.  Kitty has decided to take himself a bit more seriously as an artist, and is pushing to achieve the next level -- level two. ^^

To start things up, a picture of Thyme, 2.0 -- she was a kitty, but she'll end up being a tiger. ^^


I'm not sure if you can see it, but believe Kitty when he says it's there. ^^

Kitty will try to work on this picture today, but he has stuffs to do, a cake to bake, and lunch with a friend, so... mew.  But Kitty will try. ^^

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

roam if you want to

Kitty Maverick, adult, tame, male, mellow

Kitty Maverick, adult, and pensive.  Originally a sketch made for a journal post at FA, I finally decided to clean it up, and I kinda like the way the coloring turned out, so Kitty posting it here. ^^

Title is a reference to a song by the B-52s, and to that journal post, which was related to some polar bears, wandering from Greenland to Iceland.

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so many songs we forgot to play

Kitty use the opportunity to post a couple of Kitty pictures, mew.  First, Kitty re-upload an old picture.

Kitty Maverick, young, chubby, boy

Kitty, being shamelessly cute. ^^  A cherubic/poster version, and a crowd favorite, for some reason.

I considered changing Kitty's hair color to pink, seeing that it turned out quite cutely, in this picture.  Aside from the near-impossible pose, and the eyes, (which turned out a bit too mellow) this is one of Kitty's favorite pictures. ^^

And if anyone has noticed, this picture, and this other picture are part of a set. ^^

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