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Saturday, December 20, 2008

and coyness can stop you v.1.0a

Ok.  Yes, there's art -- Kitty art, no less. ^^  But first.

A collection of trades + gifts that Kitty has made, so far.  A couple of pictures are missing, I will post them shortly.

Ok, now ze art.

bear, boy, nude, Kitty Maverick, young

Kitty, being cute, adorable, and not exactly sure how old. oO  All in all, one of my favorite pictures of Kitty, so far. *^^*

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Friday, December 12, 2008

don't know if i need you but

A cleaned oC sketch of Kitty.

kitty polar bear boy shota nude chubby

I get the impression sometimes, that Kitty may not be everyone's favorite subject, like, say, "Tails," or "Raichu." >>;  Regardless, I will keep posting pictures of my cute little self, so there.

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Thursday, December 11, 2008

a love that's gonna last v 1.0

Kitty painted Tails.

tails sonic kitsune xxx spooge young boy shota

Probably won't happen again, so enjoy, mew.

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

ninety nine ministers meet

The usual preview of stuffs, and yes, I should be getting to work on that trade, but this will be a very long post, mew...

kitty, boy, shota, nude, butt


There's OMG important "health" and not-too-important "reality" updates behind that link, so look out!


Health first.

So Kitty felt OMG I'M DYING LOL last sunday.  SRSLY. Oo

So Kitty went to the hospital, and they prescribed blood tests, and other tests, and an ultrasound. oO

Finally underwent through all the tests... will pick up results tomorrow... but.

The doctor believes it's a very serious liver problem... TT

It might be Hepatitis A. TT

She's recommended: 100% ABSOLUTE REST, which means, "lying down on my bed doing NOTHING" -- not even work. oO  Lots of fluids and a VERY strict diet... TT

Personally, I doubt it's hep A, but I'll know for sure tomorrow, mew... I do agree it's a liver problem, and it's SRS... so I'm not arguing against the rest, mew...

A few people who have talked to Kitty over IM these past few days have been notified that lately, Kitty in intense pain.  Not as bad as at first, but still... ouchie. TT  Right now, it's less severe, but it's still there, and I should very much so lie down, but mew... >>;

Kitty taking care of himself, mew... went through the tests, they had to draw blood twice -- second time still hurts. TT  Ultrasound was relatively painless... but they tell Kitty he's very clogged up... ^^;  Hahah, news to Kitty, mew... >>;

tl;dr, still waiting on results, still in some pain -- will ask for sedation, tomorrow. oO  And Kitty taking care of himself lots...

To all the people who have sent in good wishes, despite the fact that I haven't yet announced this openly until now, thank you. ^^  Kitty will get better, don't you worry!  I'm still online -- even if I'm lying down, mew.  So if you have me on your IM list, do say hi! if you see Kitty online... he would very much like to talk, mew. ^^

Ok, that's enough health updates.

Reality/news updates: Our noble local leaders (may they all burn in hell) >>; tell us that we're again the center of attention because both Dubya and the president of China, and lots of important pplz are hitting town for the APEC Summit, of world leaders from the Asia-Pacific rim.

(ahahah, Kitty said "rim") ^^

Lima recently hosted a summit... back in may.  Not far from my home... >>;

This summit will also take place not far from where Kitty lives... <<;  The circled top location is the National Museum, which is supposed to have these wonderful auditoriums and stuffs, and it was where the yooropeean leeders met back in May.  The circle at the bottom marks the Ministry of Defense, reportedly, the location for a new round of meetings, this time around...

Hahaha... how funny that my house sits almost right in the middle of the straight line between those two. <<;

And Kitty too sick to start a one Kitty revolution. TT

IT'S A CONSPIRACY, I TELL YOU! >>;;;

Ok, Kitty done. ^^

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

and watch how you play v 1.0

EDIT 10:35 pm :
Oh.
E-mail.
Well...

Believe anything you want about Kitty, but if you must believe only two things about Kitty, honestly... sincerely... please, believe these:

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- Second, Kitty is old. ^^  You don't reach this level without being able to handle a few things, and heartbreak is definitely in the list. ^^

Kitty may look fragile and sensitive, and he keeps pushing this pink princess thing and stuffs.  But Kitty can handle things far better than you may possibly think.  Spooky, really. oO

Of course we should talk.

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This started as a quick Neo-porn picture.  A 15 minute sketch that turned into a 2 hour... something. oO

Call it a happy anniversary pic. ^^

neopets, xxx, kougra, faellie, girl, loli, baby, spooge

Kitty very briefly considered taking requests for Neoporn, for the remainder of the day... but Kitty decided to get some pizza, instead. ^^

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

i will get by

A preview of a sketch I'm cleaning up -- this was sketched in an oC with Amy, last week.

sketch, bear, kitty, nude, boy, chubby




Well, Kitty make this quick.

Ok, I lied, Kitty try to make this quick. ^^;

So one of the underlying themes in this journal, as of late, is Kitty's health -- slowly/surely getting back on track, btw.  And how, because of the alert that was sounded, a new leaner, meaner, healthier Kitty is in the works.  Which is good, I suppose.

Perhaps... the biggest reason Kitty would've never considered lifestyle changes is because Kitty don't wanna admit he's growing... old. >>;  As long as I can live life to the fullest, as long as I don't slow down, I'm still young, or so Kitty reasoned, more or less.

But you see... (and again, Kitty will never admit to being old, anyway) << it's not a matter of "growing old," but becoming aware of the simple truth that I am bound to the limitations of this physical body, and the laws of physics, chemistry, and quantum mechanics of this cursed, evil dimension what was my point again? Oo

The easiest way to put it is this:

My physical body needs maintenance, like any other machine does.  It may be very hard for someone to believe but Kitty just recently figured this out.  "As long as I can live life..." etc.

Continuous care of my physical body will ensure proper functioning, more enjoyment, and (I don't care about # of years but) quality and fun of my time on earth.

I know, I know... I hate how hokey, new-agey, middle-agey this sounds. >>;  I can imagine the 15 year old me would kick the... 29+ year old me, and kick him, until the 29+ year old me kindly, sweetly, violently explained to the younger me, that this is for the best for both of us, and he should shut the hell up, *pimp smack* and stop being such a newbie, and raise more hell while he's still young.

But it makes logical sense, you know.  Kitty a crazy, wild Kitty, but Kitty can't argue with logic.  Kitty take good care of his machines, for example.  His car (when he had one) and his PC.  This ensures optimal working conditions, and a longer lifespan.  Kitty proud of his ability to care for machinery, actually...

So... why neglect the lovely, adorable, rapeable machine that is Kitty himself? ^^

And I do admit Kitty in a bit of denial about becoming old. ^^;>>;  Can't blame Kitty, really.  Anyone over 21 is old to Kitty. ^^  But that's allright, that's ok.  Old pplz can be cool... so maybe Kitty can be cool too... I mean, when he get old, in, say, 50 years.  If he lives that long, of course, hahahah.

Coincidentally, did you know MTv put its entire video archive online?  I know, wild!  So Kitty just learned that too, and headed there this morning, and the first video he wanted to see -- and again, coincidentally, it's in the front page, somewhere -- was "Touch of gray," by The Grateful Dead.

Kitty not gonna wear any gray, mind you. >>;  But the point gets across, and for that, Kitty thank Jerry Garcia, wherever he is. ^^

Anyway, Kitty just took some antibiotics without having breakfast, oO so he needs to go out and get something to eat.  It'll be something healthy, of course. ^^

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

it must be a bad trip

First, back to posting my previously un-posted images. ^^

pikachu, girl, raichu, boy, anal, xxx, pokemon   pikachu, boy, raichu, boy, anal, xxx, pokemon

Pikachu and raichu, going at it.  Hardcore.  Left thumbnail for girl + boy picture, right thumbnail for boy + boy picture.

Second of all, I loaded larger versions of my syeimi pictures. ^^  Check the posts where they were originally posted, here and here.

Finally and certainly not least, Kitty long ago realized that navigating the journal, looking for pictures, is a pain in the butt. <<; Thus, you will now see be able to access all image posts in the journal, conveniently listed in the bar to the right. ^^

The old Gallery, of course, is still online, for all the older pictures.

More stuff, soon!

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Monday, October 20, 2008

emotions come i don't know why

A quick drawing Kitty posted last night, at the SecretMoon Oekaki board.

shota, nude, boy, cat, halloween

Not much else to say, really. ^^;

Will be adding some code upgrades, features, and stuffs to the site, bit by bit -- when I find some free time.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

keep smiling keep shining

Mew... a little something I made for someone I just met on FA.

kitty, maverick, chubby, polar bear, boy

He wasn't feeling so well, and since he was asking for pudgy guys, well. ^^

Also sketched Amber, this morning, on an oC with Amy... she might post it on FA, I'll post the link, later.  She returned from London with a cold...

Well... that kinda distracted Kitty from his own health problems. ^^  As it is... tummy aching (probably from the assault from last week's meds) compounded by back aches, which are a kind, gentle reminder that Kitty is just fat. >>;  Yay discovery. <<;  Appropriate for an Oct. 12th, no? ^^;

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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

a glimpse of summer's heatwaves in your eyes v 1.0 a

Yay, more of everyone's favorite little debu kemo shota polar bear. ^^

(Warning: nude polar bear boy yumminess) ^^

kitty maverick, polar bear boy, chubby, nude

Two more versions will be uploaded, one to FA, one to CC.

In other news, Kitty annoyed that no one (and I mean NO ONE) commented on the background of my last Blossom picture. >>;  That waterfall was fully rendered by Kitty, it's not a filtered photograph, mew. <<;  Thanks for noticing. ><

On a related note, the bg for this picture of Kitty was also (hastily) ^^; painted by Kitty.  The forest and the rocks and stuffs are all Kitty's, but Kitty confess that he traced Fuji-san... ^^; but the trace was from a picture that Kitty himself took, back in Fuji-yoshida.  So... it's all good. ^^  100% original Japanese inspired Kitty yumminess for ze perverts fans. ^^

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Thursday, September 18, 2008

i must've dreamed a thousand dreams

kitty, update

Mew...

Kitty not the type to hog for "sympathy" or "attention" or whatnot. But if anyone asks, things have turned severely complicated in Kitty's life.

Kitty will prevail, but things are difficult, and solutions bitter.

Kitty still make art -- if anything, Kitty feel the need to balance insane amounts of work and ickiness, with insane amounts of art.

Kitty also apologize for falling asleep during conversations, lately. Kitty just very tired these days, mew.

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Saturday, September 13, 2008

of course you're not shy

I decided to name my poké-kids.  There's Zoe, the syeimi, of course.  Then Brenda, the vulpix, Corey, the eevee.  And Ian.


Fair chubby poké-shota warning. ^^

This is the last picture that I sketched as a "level one" picture.  Kitty has decided to take himself a bit more seriously as an artist, and is pushing to achieve the next level -- level two. ^^

To start things up, a picture of Thyme, 2.0 -- she was a kitty, but she'll end up being a tiger. ^^


I'm not sure if you can see it, but believe Kitty when he says it's there. ^^

Kitty will try to work on this picture today, but he has stuffs to do, a cake to bake, and lunch with a friend, so... mew.  But Kitty will try. ^^

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

so many songs we forgot to play

Kitty use the opportunity to post a couple of Kitty pictures, mew.  First, Kitty re-upload an old picture.

Kitty Maverick, young, chubby, boy

Kitty, being shamelessly cute. ^^  A cherubic/poster version, and a crowd favorite, for some reason.

I considered changing Kitty's hair color to pink, seeing that it turned out quite cutely, in this picture.  Aside from the near-impossible pose, and the eyes, (which turned out a bit too mellow) this is one of Kitty's favorite pictures. ^^

And if anyone has noticed, this picture, and this other picture are part of a set. ^^

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Thursday, July 31, 2008

just look into your heart my friend

Let's start uploading some (not really that) old favorites. ^^


Maverick.  Age unknown. oO  Title from "Return to innocence," by Enigma.

Picture is around two months old, click preview for larger version.

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Saturday, May 3, 2008

hey elan

Tired... busy... tired... busy...

eevee, boy, nude, shota

nude boy eevee just in case you missed it... new art sometime soon...

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Saturday, March 29, 2008

my mind was aching v 2.0

This one was about the 4.4 magnitude quake that woke me up at 1:42 am. <<;


I don't feel like making one about the 5.4 magnitude quake that followed at 7:52 am -- which also woke me up. >>;

Sheesh, what did we do now, Jesus?  As if.  We're not the ones opressing Tibet.  We're not the ones voting for Hillary... ><

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Thursday, March 20, 2008

spring love


...

Yah. >>;

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Sunday, February 3, 2008

who plays what he wants to play

For those curious enough to click. ^^

click for larger version

If anyone has been wondering about the nude version of my chubby bunny loli picture: YES, there is one, and NO it's not online.  So you know. ^^

Now, if you'll excuse me, I need to go back to ze arts, and try to finish a picture before the end of the day.  Feel free to look around, comment, touch yourself, etc. ^^

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