and coyness can stop you v.1.0a

Ok.  Yes, there's art -- Kitty art, no less. ^^  But first.

A collection of trades + gifts that Kitty has made, so far.  A couple of pictures are missing, I will post them shortly.

Ok, now ze art.


Kitty, being cute, adorable, and not exactly sure how old. oO  All in all, one of my favorite pictures of Kitty, so far. *^^*

don't know if i need you but

A cleaned oC sketch of Kitty.


I get the impression sometimes, that Kitty may not be everyone's favorite subject, like, say, "Tails," or "Raichu." >>;  Regardless, I will keep posting pictures of my cute little self, so there.

ninety nine ministers meet

The usual preview of stuffs, and yes, I should be getting to work on that trade, but this will be a very long post, mew...



There's OMG important "health" and not-too-important "reality" updates behind that link, so look out!

Lots of random stuff!

Health first.

So Kitty felt OMG I'M DYING LOL last sunday.  SRSLY. Oo

So Kitty went to the hospital, and they prescribed blood tests, and other tests, and an ultrasound. oO

Finally underwent through all the tests... will pick up results tomorrow... but.

The doctor believes it's a very serious liver problem... TT

It might be Hepatitis A. TT

She's recommended: 100% ABSOLUTE REST, which means, "lying down on my bed doing NOTHING" -- not even work. oO  Lots of fluids and a VERY strict diet... TT

Personally, I doubt it's hep A, but I'll know for sure tomorrow, mew... I do agree it's a liver problem, and it's SRS... so I'm not arguing against the rest, mew...

A few people who have talked to Kitty over IM these past few days have been notified that lately, Kitty in intense pain.  Not as bad as at first, but still... ouchie. TT  Right now, it's less severe, but it's still there, and I should very much so lie down, but mew... >>;

Kitty taking care of himself, mew... went through the tests, they had to draw blood twice -- second time still hurts. TT  Ultrasound was relatively painless... but they tell Kitty he's very clogged up... ^^;  Hahah, news to Kitty, mew... >>;

tl;dr, still waiting on results, still in some pain -- will ask for sedation, tomorrow. oO  And Kitty taking care of himself lots...

To all the people who have sent in good wishes, despite the fact that I haven't yet announced this openly until now, thank you. ^^  Kitty will get better, don't you worry!  I'm still online -- even if I'm lying down, mew.  So if you have me on your IM list, do say hi! if you see Kitty online... he would very much like to talk, mew. ^^

Ok, that's enough health updates.

Reality/news updates: Our noble local leaders (may they all burn in hell) >>; tell us that we're again the center of attention because both Dubya and the president of China, and lots of important pplz are hitting town for the APEC Summit, of world leaders from the Asia-Pacific rim.

(ahahah, Kitty said "rim") ^^

Lima recently hosted a summit... back in may.  Not far from my home... >>;

This summit will also take place not far from where Kitty lives... <<;  The circled top location is the National Museum, which is supposed to have these wonderful auditoriums and stuffs, and it was where the yooropeean leeders met back in May.  The circle at the bottom marks the Ministry of Defense, reportedly, the location for a new round of meetings, this time around...

Hahaha... how funny that my house sits almost right in the middle of the straight line between those two. <<;

And Kitty too sick to start a one Kitty revolution. TT

IT'S A CONSPIRACY, I TELL YOU! >>;;;

Ok, Kitty done. ^^

i will get by

A preview of a sketch I'm cleaning up -- this was sketched in an oC with Amy, last week.

Also, yay epiphany. ^^

Well, Kitty make this quick.

Ok, I lied, Kitty try to make this quick. ^^;

So one of the underlying themes in this journal, as of late, is Kitty's health -- slowly/surely getting back on track, btw.  And how, because of the alert that was sounded, a new leaner, meaner, healthier Kitty is in the works.  Which is good, I suppose.

Perhaps... the biggest reason Kitty would've never considered lifestyle changes is because Kitty don't wanna admit he's growing... old. >>;  As long as I can live life to the fullest, as long as I don't slow down, I'm still young, or so Kitty reasoned, more or less.

But you see... (and again, Kitty will never admit to being old, anyway) << it's not a matter of "growing old," but becoming aware of the simple truth that I am bound to the limitations of this physical body, and the laws of physics, chemistry, and quantum mechanics of this cursed, evil dimension what was my point again? Oo

The easiest way to put it is this:

My physical body needs maintenance, like any other machine does.  It may be very hard for someone to believe but Kitty just recently figured this out.  "As long as I can live life..." etc.

Continuous care of my physical body will ensure proper functioning, more enjoyment, and (I don't care about # of years but) quality and fun of my time on earth.

I know, I know... I hate how hokey, new-agey, middle-agey this sounds. >>;  I can imagine the 15 year old me would kick the... 29+ year old me, and kick him, until the 29+ year old me kindly, sweetly, violently explained to the younger me, that this is for the best for both of us, and he should shut the hell up, *pimp smack* and stop being such a newbie, and raise more hell while he's still young.

But it makes logical sense, you know.  Kitty a crazy, wild Kitty, but Kitty can't argue with logic.  Kitty take good care of his machines, for example.  His car (when he had one) and his PC.  This ensures optimal working conditions, and a longer lifespan.  Kitty proud of his ability to care for machinery, actually...

So... why neglect the lovely, adorable, rapeable machine that is Kitty himself? ^^

And I do admit Kitty in a bit of denial about becoming old. ^^;>>;  Can't blame Kitty, really.  Anyone over 21 is old to Kitty. ^^  But that's allright, that's ok.  Old pplz can be cool... so maybe Kitty can be cool too... I mean, when he get old, in, say, 50 years.  If he lives that long, of course, hahahah.

Coincidentally, did you know MTv put its entire video archive online?  I know, wild!  So Kitty just learned that too, and headed there this morning, and the first video he wanted to see -- and again, coincidentally, it's in the front page, somewhere -- was "Touch of gray," by The Grateful Dead.

Kitty not gonna wear any gray, mind you. >>;  But the point gets across, and for that, Kitty thank Jerry Garcia, wherever he is. ^^

Anyway, Kitty just took some antibiotics without having breakfast, oO so he needs to go out and get something to eat.  It'll be something healthy, of course. ^^

close the blinds and shut the door

So my kitten had been sick, last week. TT  Of course, it made Kitty wish he were over there to make my kitten feel better...


I posted on FA that Kitty gonna start asking pplz not to get all sick when Kitty himself is not feeling too well... <<;  Kitty is the one who needs all the care, and luffings and stuffs, lately. >>;  Plus, how can Kitty care for his favorite people, if Kitty all sick? TT

Speaking of, yay, health report behind this link..

Kitty sorry to be bringing icky details on his personal life on his website, mew. TT  However, Kitty also know a few people worry, and it's probably a good idea to keep everyone informed, just in case, mew.

So... yeah... ulcer gone, or mostly gone... not bothering Kitty much, which is good.  The bad news is that Kitty think that the treatment was overkill. Oo  Liver... mew... feeling resentful and stuffs, with all the meds and stuffs. TT

And... it gets worse, of course. <<;  Seems Kitty has now developed a kidney problem -- yay. >>;  It might be a kidney stone... TT not sure yet...

Kitty has been to doctors to look for patches, mew.  A cortisone shot, if you will -- a boost, a quick fix to keep Kitty running.  Unfortunately... well... that has consequences.  Kitty simply NOT taking care of himself.  That's the underlying problem, mew...

I believed this whole icky series of events was a wake up call.  Now, I believe it was a desperate cry from Kitty's body to simply stop being so mean to himself.  And it's interesting, you know... how it takes a bit of a minor crisis, for Kitty to consider implementing lifestyle changes...

tl;dr, take care of yourself.  SRSLY.  In my case, I will make those changes I've been wanting to avoid for years.  Partly... that's why I'm shying away from "plump" and "chubby"...  Mew, that serious...  It does appear that there is no such thing as "healthy" fat.  Mew... take it from me... ulcers, stomach problems, kidney problems, liver and pancreas problems, back pain...

Kitty will live.  Kitty will take care of himself, from now on... Kitty no want to go through this ickyness ever again...

Kitty will miss a lot of things, though. TT  And strangely... the thought of such things now is a bit nauseating. oO  Funny how we're bound by our bodies like that...

keep smiling keep shining

Mew... a little something I made for someone I just met on FA.


He wasn't feeling so well, and since he was asking for pudgy guys, well. ^^

Also sketched Amber, this morning, on an oC with Amy... she might post it on FA, I'll post the link, later.  She returned from London with a cold...

Well... that kinda distracted Kitty from his own health problems. ^^  As it is... tummy aching (probably from the assault from last week's meds) compounded by back aches, which are a kind, gentle reminder that Kitty is just fat. >>;  Yay discovery. <<;  Appropriate for an Oct. 12th, no? ^^;

a glimpse of summer's heatwaves in your eyes v 1.0 a

Yay, more of everyone's favorite little debu kemo shota polar bear. ^^

(Warning: nude polar bear boy yumminess) ^^


Two more versions will be uploaded, one to FA, one to CC.

In other news, Kitty annoyed that no one (and I mean NO ONE) commented on the background of my last Blossom picture. >>;  That waterfall was fully rendered by Kitty, it's not a filtered photograph, mew. <<;  Thanks for noticing. ><

On a related note, the bg for this picture of Kitty was also (hastily) ^^; painted by Kitty.  The forest and the rocks and stuffs are all Kitty's, but Kitty confess that he traced Fuji-san... ^^; but the trace was from a picture that Kitty himself took, back in Fuji-yoshida.  So... it's all good. ^^  100% original Japanese inspired Kitty yumminess for ze perverts fans. ^^

i had no illusions

Kitty is a Maverick. ^^  My current FurAffinity avvie is proof. ^^;


Mew just a little commentary on how it has somehow become fashionable to "be a maverick." Oo  Kitty turned on the tele a couple of days back, and there was this lady saying how some guy she knows is "a real maverick."  She must have said it like 20 times. oO

Well...

Not an endorsement of anything or whatnot.  SRSLY.  But just in case some "maverick"s aren't to your liking, I certainly hope this one is ^^ :

i must've dreamed a thousand dreams

Mew...

Kitty not the type to hog for "sympathy" or "attention" or whatnot. But if anyone asks, things have turned severely complicated in Kitty's life.

Kitty will prevail, but things are difficult, and solutions bitter.

Kitty still make art -- if anything, Kitty feel the need to balance insane amounts of work and ickiness, with insane amounts of art.

Kitty also apologize for falling asleep during conversations, lately. Kitty just very tired these days, mew.

time i had some time alone v 1.1

roam if you want to

Kitty Maverick, adult, and pensive.  Originally a sketch made for a journal post at FA, I finally decided to clean it up, and I kinda like the way the coloring turned out, so Kitty posting it here. ^^

Title is a reference to a song by the B-52s, and to that journal post, which was related to some polar bears, wandering from Greenland to Iceland.

so many songs we forgot to play

Kitty use the opportunity to post a couple of Kitty pictures, mew.  First, Kitty re-upload an old picture.


Kitty, being shamelessly cute. ^^  A cherubic/poster version, and a crowd favorite, for some reason.

I considered changing Kitty's hair color to pink, seeing that it turned out quite cutely, in this picture.  Aside from the near-impossible pose, and the eyes, (which turned out a bit too mellow) this is one of Kitty's favorite pictures. ^^

And if anyone has noticed, this picture, and this other picture are part of a set. ^^

just look into your heart my friend

Let's start uploading some (not really that) old favorites. ^^


Maverick.  Age unknown. oO  Title from "Return to innocence," by Enigma.

Picture is around two months old, click preview for larger version.

my mind was aching v 2.0

This one was about the 4.4 magnitude quake that woke me up at 1:42 am. <<;


I don't feel like making one about the 5.4 magnitude quake that followed at 7:52 am -- which also woke me up. >>;

Sheesh, what did we do now, Jesus?  As if.  We're not the ones opressing Tibet.  We're not the ones voting for Hillary... ><

spring love

...

Yah. >>;

who plays what he wants to play

For those curious enough to click. ^^


If anyone has been wondering about the nude version of my chubby bunny loli picture: YES, there is one, and NO it's not online.  So you know. ^^

Now, if you'll excuse me, I need to go back to ze arts, and try to finish a picture before the end of the day.  Feel free to look around, comment, touch yourself, etc. ^^